The Rose Dome for Freedom

Song Album

circle circle circle circle circle

Write to Rose Parvin[Home] [Past Projects] [Parvin Center] [Books ] [Universal Publishing Co.]

 

 

The Rose Dome

for Freedom

The Path of Love & Truth

the truth is you and I - holding hands in the skies- like the Holly Love Birds we are dreaming of in paradise - the two pillars of the bridge in different size- to take our people home-in miraculous blink of the eyes- where they have their roots to their heritage-and their hands on the skies- with the Rose New Knowledge of change of patterns - to break all the walls -

and as we turn the page- to bring them back as the universal people in a global stage- with indepenent minds - interdepdent to unite and fly together to the higest ceiling there is to fly- there is no predestination- in life there are choices to make -

the universal sisters and brothers are all the birds who need each other to fly to the height of the holly mountains and temples of self where they meet Simorgh, their holy father- I am Simorgh, when you see the Simorgh, you become the Simorgh, I came down to earth- to take you with me for unification- to the heaven on earth we will build together- with wisdom, love, compassion and with prayer

and that is my secret mission I want to achieve with the Moses's laws and Jesus' way - and the Time Aproppriate Human Rights Laws of the Rose Preophet - the path of love and truth and compassion- let us materialize our dream together- for beyond any law and order of power, what will hold us together is, our internal universal laws and ethics and love, for one another

for only the path of true love unites

so hold my hands- we are the wings of one bird- while we are each a bird sharing differentness and in sameness -we are whole and we are part- we are together and apart- as we are in completion of this sentence- we are evolving and revolting- we are in perfect unification in excellence - in our souls, bodies and minds- we are connected in our hearts- where god , the one and only god with us unites-

The Rosary -

Two resolutions is not compromising -

neither is one resolution at a time if needed to be

when the wounds open - all the poison pours out- it does not mean it is new- and it does not means it has not been there- it means the healing is on the way- and the denial is over- yes the denial is over- there are more people who see- among the leaders and leaders to be- people are hurting but uniting - in darkness but in the process of enlightening-

the crisis is frightening- but thank god people are caring, now- yes the patterns must change- and Mr. President, two resolutions does not mean your are compromising - neither is one resolution at a time if needed to be- even three - it means your are choosing carefully- dialogue is better than bombing- but indifference is never to be tolerating- yes, people care,and people are hurting, but the denial is over and love is winning

it is now or never- but the process must not be sacrificed for the means- North Korea, Iran and Iraq must disarm the nuclear weaponry- to become the example that we can change, we do not wait for others to see- and that there is no greatness to being the bully- unless we want to harm others- there is no excuse to justify lack of regard for humanity-

I will build a dome where all the nuclear powers are sitting waiting to be the tools for destructivity- - a dome for prayer and singing the songs of love and truth for all the children of god to see- all should live their lives safe and secure and without the threat of dying- all weapons of mass destruction must be destroyed - we do not need to advance in destructivity-

thank god the Kings boys are getting another chance to live freely- they never had a life and they are not guilty- thanks to Aaron Brown and Connie Chung for being the angels of freedom in CNN - for confronting the unjust - we all must, when we see- I am so glad someone is hearing my cry- if not for myself, for the rest of humanity-

I said years ago that John Majors delayed the right thing to do - and now that family is suffering- their beautiful daughter is dying of carelessness for profit before people- we will pay for that as a nation one way or another ultimately- we must change the minds of the people- for the terrorists not to be influenced by them with clarity- if they terror because crazy or sick, they should be locked up - if for an ideology we must change their motivation and the interpretation to heal the Global Family-

god does not want children who kill- but god does not want children who suffer from imbalance in humanity and are victims of bullying and the environment in which they live in - reform of all systems and nations is the New World Order- father , mother and the child - we must delete addiction from the earth - our children need independence of though and action- interdependence is the child of healthy media and society and unity with respect to the differentness- diverse- unity that is-

The Global Family

part of me is hurting- as it is Bali- how much more to do? what can anyone do? what comes naturally- terror must be fought- with all that you've got- but if we can save- some that are still there- all from dying- all preventive, program for security- but at the end of the day- we must promote becoming a family- - those who abuse- those who are not there - we must gather in an island somewhere in the sea-

murder is a sin- killing is the same thing- let us change others- do not get violent or angry- and most of all, do not fear if you want to be living clear- let us get fingerprints for gun controls and port controls for all- and for all respect their rights and dignity- let us tighten the security- those who bully you and me- must know we are not alone- that we are a family-

bullies intimidate and threaten the little children and the innocent people - they themselves are inside frightened - they bully us to hide their feelings of inferiority- for the most part they need parenting - those suffering from sociopathy- must be locked up somewhere - they are a danger to the society- if they are not willing to see the god as the answer to their criminality- the chain killing is not ended- The Rosary -

10/3/2002- The Rose Silk Road

The painter said it so divine- when he talked about - the three dimensions of mine- the horse, the eagle, and the angel Vine- god has kneaded her silk Rose inside the hair of the painter's brush- in the voice and patterns of the singer's songs- - in the music man's Setar-

the painter, the singer, the music man- work with their hands and brush and the notes- they get their inspirations from an angel Vine- their aspirations come from the eagle to fly high to unite with the divine- their technique comes from the horse- Rose Parvin global technology of mine- that creates artists with roots - yet open enough to become-

Global Cultural Change Makers -for the Balance of Powers- in the Rose Silk Road- the bridge for the nations to claim their diverse powers and shared wisdom and passions- to become multi-dimensions like the Rose with the Silk Spirit of the divine- The Silk Road of Evolutionary Excellence- of slowing down the time- for everything else falls into place in balance and with peace and grace

what you hear from the believers of the Silk Road- is the Rose Revolution of compassion-wisdom of the world without walls, without prejudice, addictions of all kind, and Toxic lies- with purity of the Mind- Body and Soul- one can unite with the god and the world as a whole- and that's the Rose Technology of pattern change, the horse they are riding on- to the dream world- The Rose Silk Road is the Rose Petals separate, united, independent, interdependent- with their creative sources from within and their source from their god-

Ovaisi welcome to to our town - you have brought with you the colors of Ocean in Divine - Cannery Island is the Rose Village Island- Rose Sea, Bird, is the Ocean of Light and Freedom- every new word, thought and vision - stems from Rose Evolutionary Revolution-Rose Revolution is beyond every limitation, prejudice of fundamentalism-

I have freed a nation and a world- I have given power to the United Nations- to warn the leaders of every nation- to serve and not to rule their people- with the Universal Laws of Inner Ethics and Human Rights-

And I gave power to the voice of the people of the world- yet still on the cross I die standing, every day, till I rise at dawn- of clone making and plagiarism of their trustees- my rebirth became Bahar; the rebirth of earth - I rose every dawn like the sun- after dying every night from being stoned- by Toxic Lies , rumors, terror of character and the deadly sensor- hidden the Savior Rose- Shaytan in power and the tanaz leeches and mice-distorting my rainbow with the sinful, deadly night story lies on the reruns- the sun is not dead- The cloud is a Leech over the Forever- Rising Sun-

Bring the horse, eagle and the angel hoora- take the veil off the truth with your brush, believer of Essa- My new knowledge of Self, Society and soul is the Sun- singers , painters, artists, a nation and a world- is born again with my vision, Universal Spirituality, philosophy and scientific technology and Peace Mission- the petals of the Red Rose is poured on earth in the world - everyone became a Rose-Like Petal of a Rose forever Divine-

The Lady of Angels with the Freedom Torch is the Third Eye- my friend, my partner, have trust, hope, faith and equal dignity for your partner, the other wing as your Principal Patterns-

Rose Asseer Parvin 10/3/2002- Translated from Rose's Farsi Poem

Atash e khorsheed o Baran e Khoda va Ahk e Gol -

Fire of Sun,Rain of God & Tear of Rose - & Another Birth

1/31/2003 To seek justice one must be just if not totally selfless-

people are dying of hate and hunger- ignorance is the black hole of murder - Patterns must change and peace must conquer - the enemy and evil is fear and men without conscience - god screams ahay people- give me a voice to heal the innocence - dead spirited walking on earth - it is my spirit giving them another birth -

to seek justice one must be just if not totally selfless-

to be just one must have a self to see the pain of others - one child who dies of war and violence - one spirit is dying of meaninglessness and ignorance - we must warn the dictators - the world is to serve god's people- they cannot kill their people of gradual death - of hunger when they build their treasures - the United Nations must be tough and strong - United States acts as the role model -

one must be just to seek justice - if not totally selfless

we must speak to influence the leaders - soldiers of peace and truth and god - come from democracy and liberation of nations - they must be tough to bring security to people - they must see the world as their family and have compassion - death of children is not an option - we must push the leaders to surrender - to service of their people or to retire - we cannot waste time with wars and famine - we have work to do for the world liberation - for evolutionary revolution of compassion - but we must take very serious - people in pain and hunger and the abuse of the ruthlessness - come from the heart and take my hands - let us unite to bring peace in the universe - without war and without violence - we must all unite and to sing prayers - for war not to become unavoidable - for leaders to have power to reach out to the dictators - if not with dialogue then with the union - of the world against the patterns of victimization - leaders must answer to their nation - if not, to the United Nations - To seek justice one must be just if not totally selfless

The Island of Geshm &

the Freedom Song

Ahmad you said that we have said about everything you tell us about freedom - - Ahmad to gofti keh ma az hameh cheez gofteem to az azadi begoo-

the angels are singing in Escondido- for building the dome of freedom of tomorrow- this is my mission and legacy - and our partnership in this prophacy - Hold my hands and fly with me- from the salt-marsh of the lie story - to the truth we have lived in pain and glory- so that history becomes new with our courage and sincerity- yes, yes, we will bring peace, my children and my friends- the angels will sing in Escondido- for building the dome of freedom of tomorrow- this is my mission and legacy - and our partnership in this prophacy -

This is not my legend my friends- this is the legend of the woman throughout the centuries- the legend of the woman who was crossed forever from the pages of history - written by men in power- Vatican has stored in the shelves, Mytra-Mary-Essa-Rosa's true story no prophetic philosophy- can break through the thick shell of toxicity- give birth to clarity - end human suffering- and create a path of walking beyond the struggle of alienated selves and towards a transcendent reality - without pointing the solid cane of science to the flow of sea of the mind to create a path and give command to the movement of the desired bodies- this is revolution of compassion and step by step evolutionary -

that is the psychology of flying - saving humanity from crawling,, addictions, disease and dying-the psychology of evolutionary revolution of excellence from the body to the mind and the spirit of humanity The President of the free country- heard my words today and responded to me and my philosophy- he called for dialogue of nations instead of war and agony- god wants no one to go through poverty and the sufferings - that war brings to humanity- yes, yes, we will bring peace, my children and my friends-

the angels will sing in Escondido- for building the dome of freedom of tomorrow-

this is my mission and legacy - and our partnership in this prophecy - the next step will be - building the Rose Domes of light and life, this flame of eternity-where people learn to see; - in the place of the domes with atomic energy - the flames for people cooking and people burning-People Power will be creating Kofi Annann and the United Nations have also heard me- seven years of Letter Therapy - has given UN power from me- Ted Turner heard and saved humanity - to change the patterns of United Nations and People Destiny - from the leaders house to the people's house and house of nations-Dialogue of Nations with with god words and poetry-stems from the spirit inside me and the knowledge of self, society and world creating- rebuilding, reforming and taking charge of the world destiny -

10/24/2002-The Eternal Rose

I will write, I will write and will write until - the valley and fields and plains- is filled every door and every wall - of the town and the world - is filled with my writings - with the truth that went on the cross- for seven years by the toxic lie of my first witness and twin shadow in disquise - of a partner in my legend or the evil and my enemy- Another Birth life is not a place for lie stories- our truth is our story-

the Rose Legend is the legend of truth and love- I have braught back the time and repeated history-to write with my pen in my blood the truth - the strue story- for history has never been truth- is always written ordered by bullies- the name of the woman is always crossed from the pages - she herself has written- history is the woman's place- the lie promotion and lie stories have taken her place- woman has always been god and the shadow for kings-woman haas always been the Guiding Mind -

woman has always been the world balancer and creator for fifty years- woman as always been the life giver of the world and universe- tell me who are you waiting for to arrieve - who will teach you what I have taught you so compassionately and unconditionally- although I have had to used tough love often enough for you to hear me- who will forgive you more than I have- who will wait for you to evolve to see me and free me from the cage I have freed you tell me- who will listen to you so patiently- who will re-mother you so wisely and knowledgably-

who will free you from yourself and your addictions so godly who will come to change the patterns of destruction and agony- you have created on earth so caarelessly- that you are so busy trying to deny me- while you are so busy trying to copy me- running so fast to pass me by, even hiding from me to deny what you have taken from me- while you have strapped me down to reach me- tell me who are you waiting for to put on the cross after me- tell me who will come beside me that you have put me on the cross for seven years cloning me-while promoting the Leech and snake and poisoneous mouse in place of me -

this Mytra, this Essa, this Mary, this Rosa-why are you once more denying me- In god- religion, the Rose is the Mecca- the Seal of god worshipping - as Sohrab Sepehri told you -the famous poet you favor- and many angels have told you about me and my coming- in Rose Religion there are no walls- everyone is the same in front of god- stark naked of their colors they put on them to sell themselves or to deceive-I helped you know who you are in my eyes and with my words and philosophy- I helped you know god- the unknown questions you never knew and no one had told you- you heard them from me -

I braught you to unity - with getting you to know you - with getting you to know each other - you never had time to know- if it weren't for me - I gave you faith you had lost in your self and humanity- you were alone if you did not have me- forget that the motivation was me for your unity - to love me or to deny me- makes no difference to me- I am the absent present; your Naji- you became me- and made me you in your story - whatever happened now between you and me- is the true story and the true hsitory- that Rose is the author and guide- that Rose is the sun, the bird and the god's guiding light-

The Savior- the Life Giver - The Time Prophet:The Freedom Lady -

Ahmad you said that we have said about everything you tell us about freedom - - Ahmad to gofti keh ma az hameh cheez gofteem to az azadi begoo-

the woman is the mother, the guide and the life giver throughout the century- the woman holds the torch in flames of knowledge and Mehregan is celebration of her victory- over the flames of ignorance, fear and toxic patterns of corruption and inhumanity- rotting the roots of humanity- the woman is the innocent dear - your Gazal on your cross- the one you broke her heart- don't break her heart again - that this repetition is your tomorrow and the day after and the day after- my eyes is the mirror of your destiny - if you see me right and if you see me wrong- if you see me correct and if you see me mistake- this is the true picture of you -

Hold my hands and fly with me- from the salt-marsh of your lie stories to the truth we have lived- so that history becomes new with your courage and sincerity- The President of the free country- heard my words today and responded sincerely- he called for dialogue of nations instead of war and agony- god wants no one to go through poverty and the sufferings - that god brings to humanity-

this is revolution of compassion and step by step evolutionary movment of the desired bodies into excellence and power balance- the next step will be - building the domes of Rose Light and life, this flame of eternity-where people learn to see; People Power will be creating- in the place of the domes with atomic energy - the flames for people cooking and people burning- 10/6/2002-

10/7/2002- The Sun Rain 12/28/2002- The Rose Dome

The Prayer House; The Rose House of Self ;

The Rosary; the place to find God is in you - The Spiritual Clone Making

Clone Making without a Rose in your Heart - is like mass killing and terrorism - they are one and the same - they are not different and apart - God created man and see what happened - even god's temple became the house of hate - evil and god were in war from the start - the only path to the heaven on earth - the only path to joy and mastery of man - without another paying the price - is to liberate and plant a Rose in your hearts - I have changed the patterns of man - by spirit making that leads having a heart - Spiritual Clone Making is a must - before any advanced technology takes over your lives - look at what happens when you don't have god inside - you do everything to become god - just like evil did right from the start - evil is an angel who go so lost - that did not see the light - and created the dark - evil is inside you just like god is - I am the bridge to show you the part - of how take evil out of your lives - and transform hate into love from the heart - purify your temple inside - don't play god until you are - at least yourself with a pure heart - god is forgiving and god is loving - god is patient and god is a mother who loves her child - for god all children are all alike - there is no difference between evil and godlike - those who believe have chosen to love - their true self and their god inside - they become angels and glorified -

all the wars are over the ignorance and prejudice - one religion says they have three god - another says they have one god - and others say they want no god - and there are some who worship evil and his prostitutes - sitting in the middle of my temple my media my school of hope - they hide in the dark and tear the Rose apart - they have silenced me for seven years - they say they want to have longer scandal and hate story - than the peace and true love Epic of the Rose god - what is evil will you know it if you see? you think evil comes in ugly packages with horns and tails - or god comes just like the picture of Jesus - or you think god jumps from the sky in the middle of Christmas eve - or riding the bike saying catch me if you can - when I came I showed you that there are no three gods - that there are three dimensions of god - just as you see it in me - and I showed you to have multidimensions like me - there is a god and only one god - as large as the universe - and as little as a Rose full of the spirit of giving - giving even when she knows - she is giving to those who mean to take her leaves - and pull her out from the roots - man calls them enemies -

I call them children of god just the same - evil makes things easy - for them to become evil doers - but god never looses hope - in them to become angels - even the evil himself - who is god's first angel and god's twin - they love each other in their own way - god is silent and forgiving - for evil to change with her love and giving - god pours life and love like the sun - evil takes the stage and receives - like the man and the woman in centuries - their relationship imbalanced and unjust - two different yet equal beings- the world imbalance is caused by this - they must be balanced or earth will shatter to pieces - for the world is the evil world - and there is more hate than love in the air we breathe in - prayer and songs from the heart will change - the balance if they are from the peace within - without peace within everything comes out a lie - and in a lie god dies on the cross - over and over and over again - or like a Rose under a glass globe - stops breathing and gives in - after all her leaves are taken - by all the animals who know how to get in - the world is smaller than we think - like the planet of the Little Prince - or the kingdom you have within - it is all there inside of you - that you bring out to the world if you don't pour it in - let us all be like a Rose - as pure and divine as you can imagine- with thorns only for protection - of the children caught in the teeth of wolves that are not tamed -

love is the only answer they all now say - after I have kept telling them over and over again - but they only worship themselves - and the heartless ones who are like them - willing to kill and tear others apart - because they are compassionate, wise and they are different - like the Rose caught in the web - what is love to them only dealing hands - who can lie better is the one who wins - I am their Time Prophet and ready to die - I know that is my destiny from history's repetition - only I wanted to change the patterns - it seems the more they know and the more they have - they get less and less compassionate - as if pretending to be human is enough for them - it runs the business and has less responsibility and obligation - but this time will be quite different - I will not let anyone get lost - if I am here or only my spirit - I will pour my light on everything and everyone - for the mankind to never be blind again - or think he sees the light - when it is the eye of the snake - e lost inside - but it is important to find the god - inside yourself and ask who is guilty and who purified - once we all tell the truth of our self - we can create the soul inside- god cannot breathe in darkness of lies - neither can you you are not even alive -

life after death is the only life - that is given once again by god- you must die all inside - for your sin be gone and purified - god forgives all that was in the past - then you are born again like a child - victimization on earth is no one's fault - for no one knew what was evil or god - new with the new knowledge you will all know - then you must act responsible and kind - freedom is responsibility - no sinner is ever to be free - sin will eat you all inside - even if living in castle and hide - god is light and god is pure - god is everywhere and is in everyone's heart - it is easy to see everything - but what you don't see is one of a kind- unknown is the treasure chest the key you must find- truth is the key and starts with your mind - the power of mind is everything- it can be evil and it can be god- mind can be corrupted without the soul - body is dead without spirit and an active mind - active silence is far more of a voice - when you scream and say nothing from the heart- everything not felt is nothing to say - words mean nothing without your heart - god lives inside you and the path is a string - attached to the music that you will write - then you will sing a song of your life - everything changes inside your mind and inside your heart

Global Family & The Diverse Unity

Like Father Like Son, Like Mother Like Child - My son and I - were the sacrificial lambs -

I raised my son god like and he became one- he sacrificed himself for me and for all his loved ones - his musical sensitivity opened my heart to be the bridge between the West and East - his pain of being different and compassionate alone - in an incompassionate spiritless - motivated me to change the patterns of the world and build new creation - and in my prophecy I have done the same - I have been a tough mother to sons of many directions - the king of kings I have been - born in midnight as a Rose Messiah - born a king to my own kingdom - my sons and I have sacrificed our selves - to bring back the freedom and the soul of humanity - the spirit knows no gender, nor race or religion - god is a loving mother - who wants godlike children - not to be alone on earth and in universe - what I create that is the same - in a world that must treasure diffrentness- is the Rose I plant in your heart - to create a universal self - having compassion for all the children of the universe Desert Rose

 

Desert Rose is a flower - the flower of love, truth and freedom- she will build a Dome for prayer - The Dome for teachings of Freedom- freedom, freedom, freedom FreeDome of the Desert or the Mountain or the ocean or the land- is a Rose with the sun in her hand- come take my hand, come take my hand let's build a dome and a bridge in every land- with mirrors to show the face of god like the sun shinning holding out her hand- hand of friendship and peace with the truth in her heart-she is easy to please when she sees a seeker of god- she shows you where god is- inside of your heart- you must look within - to see her giving you her blood- the rose is red and her heart is blue- do not feel lonely do not feel sad -for she... loves... you

Rose Asseer Parvin 6/22/2002

6/21/2002- The Longest Night( Shabe Yalda)

The Longest night- the darkest ending- before the beginning- before the beginning - The birth of Christ- the wedding night - I am the bride- I aim the bride- my marriage with god- is held in the skies- you are all invited- you are all welcome- come to father's house-come to father's house- This night is ending- the sun is shinning- I am born again- first thing in the morning- I am born again- first thing in the morning

Rose Asseer Parvin

6/21/2002

Desert Rose

Desert Rose is a flower - the flower of love, truth and freedom- she will build Domes for prayer - Domes for teachings of Freedom- freedom, freedom, freedom FreeDome of the Desert Rose or the Mountain or the ocean or the land- is a Rose with the sun in her hand-

come take my hand, come take my hand let's build a dome and a bridge in every land- with mirrors to show the face of god like the sun shinning holding out her hand- hand of friendship and peace with the truth in her heart-she is easy to please when she sees a seeker of truth and god- she shows you where god is- inside of your heart-

you must look within - to see her giving you her new knowledge and blood for a new heart- the rose is red and her heart is blue- do not feel lonely do not feel sad -for she... loves... you- her path is the white path of truth with the Rose Petals to show the way to you

Rose Asseer Parvin 6/22/2002

6/21/2002- The Longest Night( Shabe Yalda)

The Longest night- the darkest ending- before the beginning- before the beginning - The birth of Christ- the wedding night - I am the bride- I am the bride- my marriage with god- is held in the skies- you are all invited- you are all welcome- come to father's house-come to father's house- This night is ending- the sun is shinning- I am born again- first thing in the morning- I am born again- first thing in the morning

Rose Asseer Parvin 6/21/2002Desert Rose

Desert Rose is a flower - the flower of love, truth and freedom- she will build a Dome for prayer - The Dome for teachings of Freedom- freedom, freedom, freedom FreeDome of the Desert or the Mountain or the ocean or the land- is a Rose with the sun in her hand- come take my hand, come take my hand let's build a dome and a bridge in every land- with mirrors to show the face of god like the sun shinning holding out her hand- hand of friendship and peace with the truth in her heart-she is easy to please when she sees a seeker of god- she shows you where god is- inside of your heart- you must look within - to see her giving you her blood- the rose is red and her heart is blue- do not feel lonely do not feel sad -for she... loves... you

Rose Asseer Parvin 6/22/2002

6/21/2002- The Longest Night( Shabe Yalda)

The Longest night- the darkest ending- before the beginning- before the beginning - The birth of Christ- the wedding night - I am the bride- I aim the bride- my marriage with god- is held in the skies- you are all invited- you are all welcome- come to father's house-come to father's house- This night is ending- the sun is shinning- I am born again- first thing in the morning- I am born again- first thing in the morning

Rose Asseer Parvin 6/21/2002

6/20/2002- My Motherlike

I never taught to be like you, mother- I had promised myself I would be different-but you are in me still in your little girl- years ahead of your time - and broken hearted because of it- you were so beautiful - your hazel eyes were the ocean of dreams and desire-healthy mind in a healthy body- your spirit like the house of fire-painting and poetry in motion and rhythm- you were always a dancing symbol to inspire-your love for life was larger than life- your love for people was never to retire- your spirit around your head was so white- it always made me feel your are an angel-

You never left my heart and soul - I hear your voice when I don't feel whole- hold your heard up my beautiful daughter - your are never alone and forgotten- the holy spirit is in your heart hidden- to come out when you are silence- just look within, just look within -and you will see your crown in thee- enter the hearts of your people - and be their king forever-

Rose Asseer Parvin 6/20/2002 10:50pm- You should know mother that your little girl never did become interested in the Family Tree just as you kept talking about it and saying that I was a princess from the mother side of King Nader shah and from the mother's father side to Shah Tahmsband I used to eat one of the cube sugars that you had set to describe it all to me. I found the King of Kings within me, mother; I knew that I had it all in me. And I have been teaching others to become like me.

But I still have your watch you gave me - the beautiful watch Teemsar Zargham had given you in recommendation of Doctor Eghbal and Shah who had seen you are a visionary woman who creates great civilization from bare deserts overtime my father was sent to a corrupted place that was the thieves pit and you made it the place of kings to be.

But my grand mother used to tell me the stories you never told me. The stories about the great great grand father we had who was holy and the Haram's door always opened to him as he used to visit Imam Reza and somebody would talk to him in there. And that he died when the little boy who was his help saw him go inside as he followed him one day. The boy had heard that someone said to my grand father that you are not alone today. And he had looked back and there was the little boy. He had gone home and died that night in his sleep. And the boy had died the next day. God appears to one in private to those who believe in god. But god lives in those who have the commitment to keep their temple pure for the holy spirit. I was sixteen years old when my grand mother went to god at the age 104- one night she kissed us all, took a long shower and wore her best dress and combed her beautiful silver hair and said this is good-bye- the day after the candle holders, too, had disappeared with the candles to keep her room light till it was time to visit god. My mother died in the same way. One evening shortly after my wedding, after the dinner and the theater with my mother in law and I she kissed us and said to her that I am now giving my daughter to you for I will have a journey now that my daughter has somebody and I am free to travel- and she died in her sleep the day after. Death and the life after is without pain and with pure joy for those who have suffered for god in their living.